i'm in tort lecture now. typing away on kaylene's lovely macbook ((: hahaha. cos of kaylene and ashraf, my lousy apple skills are improving (y) i feel like hurling. gum and rice custard pudding just doesn't go eh. plus i'm still coughing, my chest hurts, my body aches and basically i'm in one of my tired cranky moods.

but i asked for this didn't i. taking on the play. taking on the lead. it was all part of it. just like dance night prep. and though i'm so bloody tired, and i feel each day just melts into each other with the nonstop production rehearsals and prep.. i'm happy (with a mixture of alot other conflicting emotions), but the bottom line is i'm happy. the general happiness i get from being here in london and in life, together with the kind of happiness i used to only get from rj dance & dance night prep. the feeling of having accomplished something each day. makes me feel that if i were to die in my sleep, i'd die a happy girl. hahaha. morbid thoughts eh.